Different than expected

So happy to finally be able to get online for a minute again. Catch up on my Breaking Bad reviews, post a new blog, and so on and so forth.
So remember that last post I wrote in which I said, "OK well I wont be getting online but this summer is going to be awesome!" or something along those lines?
Welllllll not so much. I mean sure this summer has had its moments but I have spent a majority of time sitting in my house alone reading or otherwise killing time.
I'm in a weird place because recently I feel that two of my fbest friends have become exceedingly close and my other best friend has extracted herself from the situation entirely.
This summer has been good in the way that most kids my age would want it to be good: lots of parties, lots of dirnking, staying up until 5 A.M. frequently, all that business. But I miss what it was like last summer where everyday we would just hang out and do whatever. Just go shopping or go to the beach or walk aimlessly around town. Now it's like we can't even do anything until well after the sun sinks below the horizon.
I probably wouldn't be having these issues if I, like everyone else, had someone to hang out with each night of the opposite sex. Literally everytime I go to the house where we hang out to party I am the only one who falls asleep alone. It gets very old.
You know that old saying 'it feels like I'm alone in the middle of a crowded room'? Well that's kind of how its going for me.
Plus I feel like my relationship with one of my friends is in such a weird place that I can't even force it to feel normal anymore.
But today is another day and hopefully a better day. I'm going to see my brother in rehab which may sound depressing but really it isn't. I'm excited to see him and talk to him as his sober self because that's when he's the best.
Then I'm going to do something with my dad for fathers day and it has to be something good because he's really stepped up his fatherly game lately. He's been super nice to me, helped me set up my whole open house, bought me a class ring, then gave me $100 on tope of that as a graduation gift! So I'm thinking I'm going to take him out for some Coldstone's and give him something...something homemade.
So basically the moral of the story is that I'm pretty lost right now and I don't know exactly what to do to snap myself out of it. I hope things get better in July and I hope everything just falls back into place. I mean, I don't even have new episodes of Breaking Bad to look forward to this summer because the season ended. :[