Less than thirty days from now I will be done with high school for good. As much as I want this, in case you couldn't tell from all my previous blogs, I am also sad to see it go.
Mostly because I'm genuinely scared to move on to college. Yah, I said it.
I'm scared to move an hour away from home. I'm scared that I won't make any friends. I'm scared that I won't be able to handle the classes, I'll get homesick, or I'll feel lonely and bored all the time. I'm scared that my awkward social skills will get me nowhere and I will end up going to zero parties and knowing zero people. The list goes on.
I just wish I had a better idea of what it would be like. I wish I could have a gaurantee that it won't be miserable or awkward or lonesome.
Can anyone make me that gaurantee?
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