Alone, Again

I'm getting quite used to being alone. I spend most of my nights by myself for a number of reasons. Thee main one being that either my friends have to work in the mornings or they are doing their own thing. I seem to be the only one not...doing my own thing, I guess. It gets pretty lonesome considering the only other member of my household goes to bed at 8:00 every night and I can't even think about falling asleep before 3. I sit around and try to do entertaining things, I often end up doing workout tapes and wii fit around midnight and hoping none of the neighbors are awake and spying on me. I watch full seasons of t.v. shows on Netflix and I play Super Mario Brothers and I sit outside and listen to the rain.

But it does feel rather lonely I have to admit. I feel so cut off from the world late at night somtimes, like the whole planet is asleep or at least with a companion and here I sit. Again. For the thousandth night in a row. With nothing to do.

Oh well I guess it will pass. I wish I could fall asleep.