Not that I'm in some horrible place or that something particularly terrible is happening to me right now. In fact, I'm just sitting in my dorm room, on my bed.
But if I could just get up, walk out the door, and just keep walking I would totally do it. Walk r
ight past my car, walk right past the town of Mt. Pleasant, and simply go. Hitchhike along the highway or walk until the soles of my shoes wear down to thin paper-like wisps barely clinging to the outer threads of my converse. Sleep outside under the stars and eat only when absolutely nessecary. Meet people who I can talk to about life and music and religion and shit that absolutely doesn't matter, like who my favorite Beatle is. See where the path of the unknown leads.
ight past my car, walk right past the town of Mt. Pleasant, and simply go. Hitchhike along the highway or walk until the soles of my shoes wear down to thin paper-like wisps barely clinging to the outer threads of my converse. Sleep outside under the stars and eat only when absolutely nessecary. Meet people who I can talk to about life and music and religion and shit that absolutely doesn't matter, like who my favorite Beatle is. See where the path of the unknown leads. I wish this was my plan for tonight. But it's not.
Tonight I'm working on homework that I don't care about and fulfilling obligatory plans with a girl from my linguistics class. Tonight I am being blockaded from sunlight as thick dorm room walls cover every inch of what could possibly be sunny and warm. Tonight I read facebook statuses and blogs wondering how much better their lives might be right now than mine is. Tonight I accept phone calls from home only to be annoyed and pissed off at one sided discrimination and snap judgements. Tonight I am bored. I'm always bored.
P.S. I don't mean to make every fucking post either depressing as shit or a complete rant about my weekends, it just works out that way. If you want I can go back to posting 24/7 about Aaron Paul. Seriously...I could.
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