Chut Up!

I'm very bored. And tired. And generally sick of feeling bored and tired.

It seems like that is the only way I feel anymore. I had always thought that college would lend me this new found sense of adventure and everything would be exciting. Instead everything is repetitive and dull and I feel so lazy all the time.

Like I have this glazed over look in my eyes, and not in the good way! And I walk around in this zombie-esque state and do nothing. I watch shit on my laptop, I walk to class, I wait to go home on the weekend. That is all I do. Everything is lame.

I know this sounds whiney, but what can I say? My life pisses me off right now.

Plus this weekend, even though Friday was pretty good, pretty much was a big suckfest. I was just dreading coming back to school all weekend and I didn't even get to sleep in. Plus I got jipped on my money when I went to donate plasma and I missed out on a smoke session with this kid who supposedly has really good weed, despite his lisp and short creepy stature.

And I'm just sick of everything. I kind of just want this semester to end. That way I can have a nice long break, enroll in classes at LCC, and hang out with my friends whenever I want to. Instead of spending my time doing absolutely nothing with absolutely no one! Bah!

I just wish I lived somewhere beautiful with my favorite people. Like France or London or...Amsterdam. Haha OK I don't actually want to live in Amsterdam, but those other two are legit! I'm starting a commune. It's decided. We are living in Europe. We will drink iced tea spiked with rum all day long. We will be inherently rich and therefore won't ever worry about the money we spend. Our loft is full of Monet paintings and floor pillows and there are big fluffy overstuffed chairs everywhere you look. We smoke box this apartment whenever there is a special occasion, and get super blazed and walk the streets and gaze at old buildings and eat salty snacks and drink expensive soda. Oh, and a special occasion is any day that ends in 'Y'.

You can come too.