Monday, November 29, 2010

Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in

I decided to skip my two morning classes and head back to school this evening.
I feel like I'm breaking some kind of law...I feel like this is illegal.
It feels very unnatural to be here on a weekday when I should be passing time in my dorm room. Instead I'm reading books in my own bead, catching up on homework, and praying my grades aren't failing. I feel like I didn't put my all into academia this year and it truly concerns me. Finals are coming up and I feel as unprepared as I can be. I currently have C's in all my classes and that doesn't make me happy. And now that I missed my two morning classes today...ugh. I just don't have any motivaiton, any self control.
The deal is that if I fail even one class, my mom will cut off access to the college account we have both been putting money into for the last 7 years. There's not a whole lot in there, but it's certainly enough to help with the tuition for LCC next semester.
I hate this feeling.

1 comment:

  1. Ugh I know how you feel. I feel like I'm not going to get any credits this semester which makes me feel like a failure at life. Meh....college sucks.

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