When I'm sober I look at things on Tumblr, beautiful places, exciting things, and I resent the people who got to be in those places and experience those things. I wish I was them, I would give anything to be them. To not be stuck in my life.
But when I'm high I see things on Tumblr and I am so happy they exist. I'm happy I have a life to live. Happy that I could end up in those beautiful places because I have a life. Because I'm capable. I see them and I smile and I'm just so goddamn happy there are beautiful things in the world.
This is the best way I know to sum up the difference between being high and being sober.